Turning over a new carbon-carbon bond

Ok so I am trying to do something here for myself. I have quit drinking sodas and have been successful since uh, yesterday? I started on Friday so oh! Three days now! Woohoo! I am doing this as I think it is contributing to the slight flabby tummy I am seeing appear on my person. I have decided I might want to get my belly button pierced so this is a good incentive as well...I am still debating but I really would like to have it done, I have just come to a happy medium with my belly button so now would be the ideal time.

Also I saw the movie "secretary" last night and I found it very intriguing. It was about dominant/submissive types in sexual relations and it really got me thinking. I would love to read a secular/liberal book on this and then read a Christian version of the psychology of it all and if it is classified by bible-based people as in the same sort of group of things such as homosexuality or if it is really a normal thing that some people just prefer. I want to ask about a book from one of the elders I trust at church but I don't want him to get the wrong impression-whatever that may be. Anyways, that has been on my mind all day, I so want to read up on this. I have been seeing that the psychology of sexuality is very interesting and is extremely diverse, not to be perverted in any sense but I want to learn about it all, the why's and the what's. I want to learn and then help people....weird. A sex therapist....wouldn't it be kinda satisfying? (no pun intended I promise) Like to help people with a part of their lives that to some is so super private that they can't even explain these concepts and things and thoughts to their children for their own maturity-mentally and physically? Ok, off my soapbox but yeh, you are my blog and that is what you are for so there!

Curithers, I feel as if I am constantly finding out more about myself and more of what I am interested in....its crazy. I thought after 21 years I might know more of who I am but really I don't!

My love, this is a continual journey which you must endeavour on...enjoy it as when you know everything about yourself, what is left to discover?