What has occurred...

Oh my poor blog, I am sorry I have neglected you so, I have a confession to make. It's really hard to say this but, but, oh I am so sorry, please forgive me! I have unfaithful with another blog and I am sorry! Perhaps that is why I can't sleep, I am thinking of cheating on you, my dear blog, with another. Terrible I am I know it. Can you ever forgive me? If so, here is what's going on.

School seems to go pretty well, I enjoy seeing the boy everyday for at least lunch. I think my brain appreciates that I am using it once again.

I got all mooshy to a clingy extreme when a friend of mine brought her baby in-6 weeks old! I watched her move and I felt her in her tummy all last semester every day and now she is born and is beautiful and I am longing for my own. I am sad though as I was recently given advice from a prof with kids that I should wait to go to grad school until my kids are 5 or same as I have none right now, wait to have kids till I am done-that's like 6-7 years! I am sad! I will be what, 28? Good grief! And then I get all anxious and I think, what if I am not very fertile and I can't have kids? Heaven forbid that?!?! Well I could always adopt but I wanted a baby with my genes and stuff, to be weird like me and to have pretty eyes like their dad-whoever he is he has pretty eyes I guarantee it. Anyways so yeh.

I TA-ed an organic 2 lab today which means that I help them out, answer questions, make sure they don't blow themselves up and grade. I am kinda excited and nervous as if the labs ever go past 6 pm-which they often do-I will be in charge of the lab as the instructor has to go home to her kids....wow, I will be in charge! Mann, a little power goes a long way.... WHAHHAHAHAHA WHAHAHAHA (evil laugh if you didn't catch on).

Ok Curithers, will you forgive me?

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Curithers? Oh please? Ok, I deserve it, I will give you space and time....I'm sorry if that helps.