This week

This week has been filled with death and destruction. First I mercilessly murder a plate of my babies-my little cells and then the next day I unknowingly malnourish another plate, leaving them gasping for air and food-they did have plenty of water though-just no media (food).

Is it truly Thursday already?

I have a headache.

I think the soy milk lovers of this world are being discriminated against! I mean really, where can you go and find soy milk on the menu? OTHER than a optional additive to your coffee...I mean do you go to a breakfast place and see chocolate soy milk as an option on the menu? NO! You do not. Soy milk lovers alike need to rise up and fight the cow-milk ingrained system.......refuse to be discriminated against......DEMAND SOY!!!!!

So its been a very very long time since I last talked with you Curithers, I dare say too long in fact. So many things have happened and once again I have neglected you. Here is a little summary of what has elapsed in the past few months.

So getting married was the MOST stressful thing I think I have ever done but in a totally new type of stress....I would not recommend it to anyone unless you have money and can hire a planner, caterer, florist, and can have you own personal seamstress on hand at your beckoning call. Being married is another story, adjusting to having to live with someone is a major task. Not only is it strange, it is weird to be in the same house and not really feel connected to someone-the switch between having your own life and space to sharing this space and time is not really clean cut. Very odd is all I have to say.

Started grad school, its ok. I like teaching labs although I truly have no idea how to answer certain questions, it is a nice learning experience for me. We begin again tomorrow with a new semester and clean palate...I am setting goals for myself this semester on my classes: I would like an A in one class and a B in the other. I will of course settle for two A's but I am new at this goal thing. Of course I have long term goals but these smalls ones are a big step for me. I am going to begin to be on a semi-schedule which should increase the chances of obtaining my goal. We shall see.

Anyways that is pretty much up to date....I do hope there are no harsh feelings in my lack of communication.....



No no, my dear, never a harsh feeling. I do hope, though, that you will be able to achieve your newly set goals. Remain steadfast and concentrate but on the other hand, do try to continue to have fun with life-its the only you will have...take care my dear and until our next chat, farewell.
-Curithers

Once more arounds Caroline

I have just come to a realization Curithers, after reading over my posts from last year.....
God has truly had some severe grace on me letting me get through my past year or so or really longer, I had severe downs and unbelievable stress no normal person should enocunter-unless you are a massicist we like to call chemists. He really has brought me out of mirey clay so to speak into a place where He has now reminded me of what He made me for and is asking me to come with Him and leave some unmentionables behind.

Pretty cool eh C?

My dear, it surely is.....this 'He' seems to do so much for you and love you so much. He really seems to care for you. Cherish and be joyous in what you have my dear....

Too long to tell.....

Sooooo, Ummmm, yeh, hi.
Okay so its been longer than shit since I posted last, what can I say I have been dealing with a bunch of stuff-new boy (well he was new since the last shit head who dissed me), graduating as a smart person, and going to India...oh yeh throw in mass hours of 4 different jobs, so you see Curithers? Its been highly justified (I hope).
Currently I am in London recovering from being in India for about 4 weeks, it was great. I went with these people that are like my grandparents-they have an orphanage over there and I have always wanted to go. It was so cool and I love the kids.
We went to Bangalore (state of Karnataka) as our main central post ya know and then we went up to the state of Andrapradesh and way down south to Tirinuvelli and Donover (this is where Amy Carmicle established her orphanage). Too cool I must add. After like about 2 weeks of not really liking it but not totally hating it I decided I loved it and right now I miss it so much. All the crazy drivers, the head bobble of Indian people which is never quite a yes or a no-more of we will get something for you as you have money-kind of thing.
I did get some cool henna on my hands and wrists though so that was a neat bonus that I didn't think I would get.
Addy -a girl I had never met- went with as she knew the Brinkley's (grandparent people) and I was so freakin worried she wouldn't like me and she did. Just a tad of insecurity there but God prevailed as always-trust me He did wonders there.
Did you know Curithers that you can get Valium at the street pharmacys without a prescription for like 2 cents a tablet? Yeh I stocked up as it is great for anxiety....ahhhhh.....and sleeping. Heh, no I am not addicted and I haven't had one since I was around a certain annoying person in India a week back.
Anyways, to keep it short as I am sure my dear Curithers you have stuff to do.....I will head back to the states on Tuesday to see my boy whom I miss like a ton of bricks and my family and my cats and my bed....ooooo. I also go back to work though which sucks big time. Anyways, I will try to keep in touch more my dear friend, truly and very truly sorry for my lack of correspondance, although you know there is no lack of friendship.


Forgiven my love, you sound busy and I am eager to hear all your stories......take care darling and keep your chin up.
-Curithers

Ouch!

You would think that if they were gone they wouldn't hurt as much-noooo siiirrrreeee. They hurt like nothing else and I think on top of it I am sick. Curithers! I want a hamburger! All this soft food is irritating!

My love, in a very short time you will be able to have all the solids you want but be careful for now, you will regret any solid you ingest-trust me.
-Curithers

Today I say goodbye!

Today is the day... I finally say good bye to my four wisdom teeth, gooooood byeeeeeeeeee!You think they will give them to me to take home or what? Hmmm, okies well see you later teeth, I shall miss your crowding in my mouth and your pain in the middle of the night. Farewell....

You love me long time?

Well well well....my dear Curithers, I know it has been an absurdly long time since I have had a chance to talk with you, I am oh so deeply sorry. Its just that having a boy around does indeed make things a little more, how shall I say this, full? Heh. Okies, well I will try to post more often. All well?

Yes my dear, all is fine, although I have missed your chats. Please do stop in from time to time, it makes life a little nicer.

Okies, so here's the deal. This summer I am doing research and being a bum-isn't it great? I think I could make a career out of it, sleeping in, watching family guy and robot chicken, cleaning my kitchen floor...Oh the floor! Oh my gosh I think I have completely gone insane on this one, I mopped it like 3 times the other day. Why? No apparent reason other than the fact that I was being obsessive compulsive. I find myself becoming more OC more each day. First it was running, then swimming, then eating macaroni for every meal, then brushing my teeth alllll the time, then eating cereal every meal. I find myself drifting into my own little quere world. Hmmm, Iwill probably be the old lady with a ton of cats-but they won't be cats will they? Nooo, they will be, duhn duhn duhnnnn, chemistry books! And I will have cereal bowls lying all over the house.

More news, I am gettin my wisdom teeth out on Wednesday so if I don't post anything (Curithers) from that time on, I have died under the knife. Actually I am very nervous, what if I wake up or they hit nerves they don't know are there? Or what if it bleeds and won't stop? And I will have bruised!!! Can I collect money for abuse? =-) All these questions will answers that will only be revealed on Wednesday. Until next time Scotty......