More proof of my mass of insanity....

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Prudent Coffee cup or Skanky tea cup

I forgot my chapstick and I am seriously thinking of going home before class to retrieve it. My lips can't stand to be without it.

I have to pee but the bathrooms in the science building are so cold and my behind just it trying to persuade to hold it more.

When you are sick, tests do not go as well as possible. Think of this, I read over notes for one class like 3 time and I study for the other for copious hours and the one I read over the notes (a biology class) I made 8 points higher! Seems a bit odd if you ask me.

Those are my random ravings and rants for the day. Be happy and put on your chapstick-lucky you if you have it.

Curithers, I think I shall ignore the cold and go pee....curses to the temperature people in the bathroom!

Yes my love, that sounds as it would be a most wise decision for you to make.

Monday, February 14, 2005

V-day

It's Valentines' day and ahhh yes...I do have someone that loves me. Why? I seriously don't know. Is it the crazy red hair that looks like a gigantic frizz most of the time? Or is it the oh so sexy attire that I wear, you know scrubs are awfully sexy in some cultures. Or could it be my culinary skills? I mean come on, not everyone can make a mean Kraft macaroni and cheese like I can....ooooweee baby! Well, it is still a mystery and shall remain for some time now. Perhaps by our shifted Valentines' day I might know. By shifted I mean that we will be celebrating it on like Thursday or Friday as both of us have special things for each other that have not been made yet or have not arrived in the mail. So for today I shall make love to my coffee, make out with it...ooo its so good. Heh, have some coffee and be happy!

Curithers, what are you doing for your Valentines' day?

My love, a true romantic does not reveal their secrects or ways. Take heart and have a lovely Valentine's day my dear.

Thursday, February 03, 2005

three things

Three things:

1. A very vial act I have performed, I ate a ham and cheese hot pcoket-no this was not tofu ham either. What a traitor I am. What a terrible terrible vegetarian I am. I went out and got some protein powder for shakes to make up for protein my body is asking for. What is this world coming to??!?!?

2. My brother left yesterday on a Navy ship for 6-9 months which I think is very sad. They do this about once a year or so (this long at least) but this time they are going to Iraq for 20 days. I have already been worried about him and now I am more. They are supposedly just supposed to be there to let their "presence be known" but still. I am worried.

3. I have hurt my finger and it is swollen and blue and the blood vessel is all puffy, I hope it doesn't pop. Its sore and I have absolutely no clue what I did. Swollen and difficult to move. Ouch, what if it falls off???

The park and the candy wrapper

I don't even want to type I am so irritated. I just woke up late today-alarm didn't go off, I didn't get my coffee, did bad on a quiz, oh and on the way out the door I find out my car is dead so I hitch a ride from my bf and have to scrape ice off of everything and I am late for class....then I forget to take a shower when I came home (I had a few things to do while I was home) and on top of that I forgot to put on deoderant. Of course I smell like a flower no matter what but still. I go and start lab (boy took me back to school) and I was all into in and realized my list of possible compounds is like 20 long and I can't eliminate very many.
Boy left me to go home to study for a really hard test he has tomorrow and I am sad that I am alone. I am sad he is not here, I miss his presence. I am sad I will alone. I am sad that I am eating weird things that are not good for me but I don't want to eat healthy stuff. I am sad I have been drinking DP and I should not be as I am trying not to (well, not very well obviously). I am sad all I want to eat is pickles and cookies and I want coffee. I am sad that I don't have my own place in town and that boy doesn't live with me.
I have been feeling very dizzy all day, like I have to sit still while I float around for a bit, I don't like this thought at all...no sir-eee. Not one bit. I am getting fat as well. I am tired and I want to cry. What's up with this? This is pms symptoms, not post-ms stuff. Oh and hey on top of that all and to recap on one part-my car is still dead and I am stranded. Oh yeh. I am unmotivated and depressed. Wow, what a lovely uplifting blog this was. Go Jets.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Suddenly I realize...

I am distressed my dear Curithers. Wanna know why? Well because I don't understand my DE class and we had a test Monday and I am buggered if I passed-translation: I think I didn't. I just don't get it really. Its not all the calculus either I am just like lost. I am going to go talk to him tomorrow about it but I seriously want to drop the class. I don't want to do it anymore and maybe I don't want a math minor. Maybe I just should have taken abstract algebra instead. Errr....I dunno. Who knows ya know?

Lighter note-literally-it was snowing this evening, big pretty flakes. They haven't begun to stick yet but they are pretty and I got to run around in them with my boy.

K, I am tired as I slept not very consistently last night, off to bed Curithers!

Night my love, sleep well and dream of nice fluffy snow!