The park and the candy wrapper

I don't even want to type I am so irritated. I just woke up late today-alarm didn't go off, I didn't get my coffee, did bad on a quiz, oh and on the way out the door I find out my car is dead so I hitch a ride from my bf and have to scrape ice off of everything and I am late for class....then I forget to take a shower when I came home (I had a few things to do while I was home) and on top of that I forgot to put on deoderant. Of course I smell like a flower no matter what but still. I go and start lab (boy took me back to school) and I was all into in and realized my list of possible compounds is like 20 long and I can't eliminate very many.
Boy left me to go home to study for a really hard test he has tomorrow and I am sad that I am alone. I am sad he is not here, I miss his presence. I am sad I will alone. I am sad that I am eating weird things that are not good for me but I don't want to eat healthy stuff. I am sad I have been drinking DP and I should not be as I am trying not to (well, not very well obviously). I am sad all I want to eat is pickles and cookies and I want coffee. I am sad that I don't have my own place in town and that boy doesn't live with me.
I have been feeling very dizzy all day, like I have to sit still while I float around for a bit, I don't like this thought at all...no sir-eee. Not one bit. I am getting fat as well. I am tired and I want to cry. What's up with this? This is pms symptoms, not post-ms stuff. Oh and hey on top of that all and to recap on one part-my car is still dead and I am stranded. Oh yeh. I am unmotivated and depressed. Wow, what a lovely uplifting blog this was. Go Jets.