Yes yes, again, long time no talk

So again, school has come between us. So sorry but I am wide awake at 3:30am and I just need to let off a little bit. I am worried about something that seems to be looming over my head and I can't but help to look at the negative side, I mean the positive one aspect is definately there but the negatives seem to just overwhelm the positive. Anyways, I am also lusting after chocolate cake. I have for the past few nights, fantasizing over the luscious 5 layers of moist brown cake with the whipped cream in between layers having melted and seeped into each of the bits of cake. The light brown icing that is not too sweet but definately chocolate and so rich yet light and oh I eat an entire piece without any hesitation, then I decide if I was satisfied enough or should I go for another. The pieces are slightly thin, not like the traditional huge american bust my belt portion. It is eaten with the little cake forks my mom has that are tiny three pronged silver, I can see how their shine is dulled by the chocolate icing. Mmmmmm, oh my gosh, see why I have been having nightly fantasies? Its so good. My mom would make it every so often and uh, bliss, heaven, fulfillment of my desires. Of course I will try to find a place tomorrow with such cake but it will only serve as a temporary serogate as when I return home (I am in Arizona) I will take on the real macoy of such a dessert and only then will I be truly satisfied-in the cake sense of course. Mmmmm, I can taste it right now, no wonder I can't sleep.

My dear, you may have an addiction. If you do manage to get some of this glorified cake, please my darling, I must test its superbness to see if it is as you say.