Fish net stalkings and p-chem...what do they have in common?

Today was odd as I see more and more how being president of a club allows you the joys of things while others can work on homework (which I really really wanted to do). I didn't even get offered help from my officers! I eventually did from one at the end of the totem poll but what's up with that? I guess it is my fate. Oh well.

Ever miss someone but if you actually saw them it would be kinda awkward due to mutual suppressed interest ever since you first met? Yeh, it would be weird and I might blush, good thing its not happening any time soon.

Ok, so p-chem homework goes much better when watching cartoons, something about the way the cartoons massage your brain to a numbness and the p-chem just flows right in. Oh by the way p-chem (physical chemistry) is like hardest possible undergraduate chemistry course....it is usually associated with death of the student's brain or drop-out (either as they seem equivalent).

Ok, sleep is needed. Oh wanna hear something interesting that is on the tip of my brain? We are doing a booth at a Halloween carnival tomorrow night and I get to wear hooker boots. I am part goth in my attire and so fishnets and hooker boots and crazy eye lashes are the key. I am happy with this. Speaking of happy, I am like dreading when it hits me again (and more) of my terrible loss mentioned in an earlier blog. I know it will come and I feel like I am just ducking ever so slightly as I wait for it. If it did not come I might be worried, worried that I am an insensitive one and my affections were not as deep as I had thought (which they feel very deep). Perhaps it would be just grace that my sufferings were cut short. We shall see never-the-less.

Curithers! A mosquito is buzzing around my ears!

Be glad, my darling, that you have ears to buzz around.....and lovely ones at that they are. (grin)