Thanksgiving day thoughts

My update on my experiment to see how my feelings really were for that one person I mentioned a while back that I wasn't sure if I did have feelings for...the one I want to force into the conference room and make out with? Ok, well yes I do have actual feelings for him. Taahhdahh! Ok, well his company is so pleasant, I can completely be myself around him and I don't try to hide the weird and quirky things that make me up. I can be serious or be an idiot which is what I am most of the time. I can joke with him and he jokes with me and I don't feel afraid I am going to be lectured out of the blue on the "adult" approach to things. He seems to care about me and tells me I am pretty-dumb but if you don't feel it, its kinda hard. He makes me feel so beautiful and worth something to him. I am important to him which is something my previous long term relationship lacked. However childish and shallow it may seem, it is important in a relationship that both parties feel the other wants them and cares about them and will sacrifice other things to be with them or help them out. I am of course going to take it amazingly slow as why rush? I have at least 40 more years in me so what's the hurry? Oh he also likes kids and interacts very well with them which is important to me. He's so cute with them. Oh and he winks at me, why does that woo me so much? A simple wink makes me feel toasty and so comfortable with someone...well of course if a perverted old man winks at you then that is different. Ick...*shivers*. Ok well I shall go make some roasted potatoes now and I tried to make some bread so we shall see how that is rising. I followed the recipe but it was slightly fuzzy so I wasn't sure. Oh! My sister is coming today. This is a very very close sister that used to live with us when I was 13 so she has been a very important role in my growing up and maturing into who I am now. I love her and can't wait to see her and her two dogs: Annabell an Avery. They are coming to visit my dog Middy-poor Midnight is so lonely now, she only has cats to talk to. =-) Ok, well, there's my update. Happy Thanksgiving if anyone reads this or if not...Happy Thanksgiving to my computer! I need to name her sometime. She used to have a name but when my hard-drive died, she died with it and I have been reluctant to name my new one, its just so sad. =-) Adios muchachos!

Happy Thanksgiving Curithers! Will I see you today or are you spending it some other way?

My love, I am reading my Shakespear and having a glass of Merlot presently. Shortly I shall go to the pub and enjoy my Thanksgiving dinner in honor of you Americans....do have a lovely my dear...best wishes...