Stripes

No motivation. No interest. No care to do anything of the millions of things due. I want to run away overseas and learn a language and wait tables and read chemistry if I feel like it. No more do I want to be here. I may actually let alot slide this time. I don't care. I want to sleep for a month and a half, maybe two. Poop. Poop on it all. Can't I just run away?