Why is it that no matter how much scientific information I obtain and knowledge of these supposed logical items, when I see one who is so strong in the Lord, I long to be like them more than the scientific things I know. Is that proof that God and being close to Him is still more important to me than knowledge that man deems so important and necessary to live a fulfilled life? I see a believer, one who has known Him for at least 30 years and has been walking with Him that same time, and her maturity and wisdom and I long for that which cannot be achieved by taking a class or studying and making an excellent grade on an exam. If only it were that easy. I realize that I have become engulfed by the world's idea that knowledge is everything and have caused myself to even forget simple love to others just as He shows me. I have become guilty of being selfish and harboring anger towards someone because I feel there was good reason, looking over the fact that I should be merciful in my thoughts toward them as He is to me. I need to love that person more and more as they grow increasingly cold and abnoxious.

Why have I looked over these things Curithers?
It is, my love, because you have become too obsessed with what the world would have you be or have you do. Remain true to your Father and have your actions please Him. Love to please Him. Give to please Him. Forgive and have grace to please Him. Do, not to be good, but to please your Almighty, your Ya-Rahmaan, my dear love.