More proof of my mass of insanity....

Saturday, October 02, 2004

First of many...

Hmm, my first blog...whatever shall it contain...

Perhaps an introduction, nah, perhaps not. Maybe things that I should get out....maybe...but not at the moment. Hmmm, something odd today-or just a thought.

How come some people are so stinking social? I mean they just seem to have a knack for it? Also some people are so amazingly organized..what is up with that? Yes I am organized but it is more of a messy organization. Why can't there just be an understanding between the messy o's and the tidy o's? Then the messy o's could lose things every once in a great while (hemph!) and the tidy o's wouldn't be all uptight about it. Oooo, what if I am the only messy o and I that is why the tidy o's have a problem with me? Big long hmmmmm....

I made cookies today and they were lovely, odd how something so little could make me feel so content inside despite all the messy happenings of my week (not a reference to my messy o-ness by the way).

How important do you think it is as a person to feel wanted? I have been finding that it has a lot to do with whether a relationship is a good one or not. If one of the two (or three I suppose) is not feeling as if the other(s) feel their worth as a person, the bond is cracked between them. Why do people seem to not appreciate others? Is it lack of experience with intimate human interactions or is it seriously a sign of boredom from the one not "showing" the interest. Aren't friends friends because they give of themselves and share with each other and mutually give? Also if one does still want to be friends but doesn't care to show the other's value to them or give of their time to them (hey the smallest bit it still some) can this be possible?

Many things to muddle over in my brain....

My love, such seriousness should be reserved only for afternoons at 5:00. It is absurd to think in such a way all the time...so true dear Curithers.





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